Cascade | Nanase Haruka (七瀬 遥) (
forthemackerel) wrote2015-04-25 03:09 pm
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[ memory 009 ]
What: How to save a life [ Significant Negative ]
When: Day 142
Game: Jello Jenga
What Happens:
-Waking up to Makoto yelling, staying in the same tent with Nagisa
-There's a fierce storm when he goes out, they check the tent next door and it's empty where Makoto and Rei would have been
-Spotting Makoto and Rei in the ocean and it looks bad with all the waves and Makoto freezes in saving him, so going out in the ocean to try to save him
-A large wave comes upon them and it's a struggle to get to shore, but he's able to drag Makoto to land and momentarily collapses from the strain
-After a moment, he checks on Makoto who is completely unresponsive, Nagisa and Rei are nowhere to be found
-His heart is beating and he looks uninjured, but the breathing is extremely weak, so he steels his nerves to prepare for CPR
What It Means For Him:
Basically, he already knew that Makoto almost drown in the ocean and also knows the results of him being okay, but having the memory actually reintroduced into him is going to up his protective streak for Makoto/Gull by far and, by extension, Takshaka.
It also enhances some of his panic for those he cares about being in danger. But, ultimately, it does ground him in that he can focus when he needs to. And he will keep that hyper-focus of the pressing matters in front of him first.
Results:
+50 Protective feelings for Makoto (and Takshaka)
+25 Fear of losing anyone important
+10 Initial Panic, but ability to cope and go into focus-mode
When: Day 142
Game: Jello Jenga
What Happens:
-Waking up to Makoto yelling, staying in the same tent with Nagisa
-There's a fierce storm when he goes out, they check the tent next door and it's empty where Makoto and Rei would have been
-Spotting Makoto and Rei in the ocean and it looks bad with all the waves and Makoto freezes in saving him, so going out in the ocean to try to save him
-A large wave comes upon them and it's a struggle to get to shore, but he's able to drag Makoto to land and momentarily collapses from the strain
-After a moment, he checks on Makoto who is completely unresponsive, Nagisa and Rei are nowhere to be found
-His heart is beating and he looks uninjured, but the breathing is extremely weak, so he steels his nerves to prepare for CPR
What It Means For Him:
Basically, he already knew that Makoto almost drown in the ocean and also knows the results of him being okay, but having the memory actually reintroduced into him is going to up his protective streak for Makoto/Gull by far and, by extension, Takshaka.
It also enhances some of his panic for those he cares about being in danger. But, ultimately, it does ground him in that he can focus when he needs to. And he will keep that hyper-focus of the pressing matters in front of him first.
Results:
+50 Protective feelings for Makoto (and Takshaka)
+25 Fear of losing anyone important
+10 Initial Panic, but ability to cope and go into focus-mode